Post by redrajput on Jan 8, 2011 16:02:11 GMT
Hi, I'm Carlos Raphael Martinez from Philippines. Commonly known as Chuck. And this is my story...
This happened last year. I was leaving for a day out with my friends when I saw a guy in a diner. Seeing that he was handsome, I decided to stop and hang around the diner. This shocked me as the handsome guy was accompanied by a close friend of mine, K***** Singh. K***** introduced me to the uber-handsome and irresistible guy. His name is D**** Singh R****. I instantly fell in love with him.
At first, our connection wasn't really amorous for I was the only one who is in love. We began dating. Soon after, I found out that he is already a husband and a father. But that didn't stop me from loving him. In fact, it was a turn-on for he was still dating me even though he's already committed to someone else. Being with him is a fulfilled dream I never thought would experience. I then realized, I was madly, deeply in love with him!
After a week or two of dating, we considered ourselves as lovers. It was a bang. He showed me to everyone. He was never ashamed of me. He was proud of me that he even made me go and meet his family (his father, brothers, uncles etc.). With utmost adore, he even took me to the Gurduwara and practice Sikhism alongside of him.
In a relationship, sex is not an unusual thing. But when he asked me to have sex with him, I strongly rejected. Even though there's someone inside me that's urging me to agree, I simply declined his offer for I think that I cannot imagine myself having sex with the person I love because I respect him so much. He did asked me to have sex with him a lot of times! Despite that we have been doing a lot of PUBLIC DISPLAY of AFFECTION, like doing french kiss in the middle of the road, roaming around the downtown like lovebirds, I still declined to have sex with him. I just love him so much that lust can't find a way to overlap my love for him!
When I was about to tell D****'s father that we have a relationship, my heart seems to explode. It took me a lot of guts to say that. And it was cool! His father said that he was not mad at all. That he was fine with that and that from that day on, I can call him "DAD" as I was already a part of his family! I was given a warm welcome!
Time came that there are troubles that happen... I happen to meet his wife who was currently pregnant to their second baby that time. His wife instantly became my friend. Without her knowing that I am her husband's lover. We got close until she started being skeptical. She heard rumors that his husband was having an affair with a gay. She even asked me if it was me. I lied and told her that it may be someone else because D**** Singh was like an older brother to me. Since then, I always call D**** "Big Brother" whenever his wife is around. But soon enough, after I sent an SMS to D**** Singh, I was shocked by the reply. It states "Now I know that you have been backstabbing me all this time. I never imagined that you are having an affair with my husband when I'm not looking. You are a whore. You're tearing our family apart. You're damaging our relationship and his responsibilities as a father of his child!". I was speechless. She said what was needed to be said. I'm a mindless gay-whore who is trying to steal someone else's husband and father.
It's true. I may be a gay. I can't fully make D**** Singh happy for we are both males. But still, my love for him is sincere and whole-hearted. I broke up with D**** Singh by January 8, 2010... But after that, we are still dating. Up until now, we are dating and going out if we have extra time. I still love him. And I know that if there's one man that I'll never get tired of, it's him.
We aren't committed now. We thought that it'd be fine if we just date, go out, act like real lovers without commitments. Because if a commitment is done, one of us will be will have to take sacrifices. Worse, we both have to sacrifice. So, it's really great that we're still having great time in each other's company while having the time to mind ourselves own life.
And right now, I'm looking for somebody who is deserving enough to have a commitment with.
-xoxo-
Chuck
[names edited by Admin to protect identities of mentioned persons]
This happened last year. I was leaving for a day out with my friends when I saw a guy in a diner. Seeing that he was handsome, I decided to stop and hang around the diner. This shocked me as the handsome guy was accompanied by a close friend of mine, K***** Singh. K***** introduced me to the uber-handsome and irresistible guy. His name is D**** Singh R****. I instantly fell in love with him.
At first, our connection wasn't really amorous for I was the only one who is in love. We began dating. Soon after, I found out that he is already a husband and a father. But that didn't stop me from loving him. In fact, it was a turn-on for he was still dating me even though he's already committed to someone else. Being with him is a fulfilled dream I never thought would experience. I then realized, I was madly, deeply in love with him!
After a week or two of dating, we considered ourselves as lovers. It was a bang. He showed me to everyone. He was never ashamed of me. He was proud of me that he even made me go and meet his family (his father, brothers, uncles etc.). With utmost adore, he even took me to the Gurduwara and practice Sikhism alongside of him.
In a relationship, sex is not an unusual thing. But when he asked me to have sex with him, I strongly rejected. Even though there's someone inside me that's urging me to agree, I simply declined his offer for I think that I cannot imagine myself having sex with the person I love because I respect him so much. He did asked me to have sex with him a lot of times! Despite that we have been doing a lot of PUBLIC DISPLAY of AFFECTION, like doing french kiss in the middle of the road, roaming around the downtown like lovebirds, I still declined to have sex with him. I just love him so much that lust can't find a way to overlap my love for him!
When I was about to tell D****'s father that we have a relationship, my heart seems to explode. It took me a lot of guts to say that. And it was cool! His father said that he was not mad at all. That he was fine with that and that from that day on, I can call him "DAD" as I was already a part of his family! I was given a warm welcome!
Time came that there are troubles that happen... I happen to meet his wife who was currently pregnant to their second baby that time. His wife instantly became my friend. Without her knowing that I am her husband's lover. We got close until she started being skeptical. She heard rumors that his husband was having an affair with a gay. She even asked me if it was me. I lied and told her that it may be someone else because D**** Singh was like an older brother to me. Since then, I always call D**** "Big Brother" whenever his wife is around. But soon enough, after I sent an SMS to D**** Singh, I was shocked by the reply. It states "Now I know that you have been backstabbing me all this time. I never imagined that you are having an affair with my husband when I'm not looking. You are a whore. You're tearing our family apart. You're damaging our relationship and his responsibilities as a father of his child!". I was speechless. She said what was needed to be said. I'm a mindless gay-whore who is trying to steal someone else's husband and father.
It's true. I may be a gay. I can't fully make D**** Singh happy for we are both males. But still, my love for him is sincere and whole-hearted. I broke up with D**** Singh by January 8, 2010... But after that, we are still dating. Up until now, we are dating and going out if we have extra time. I still love him. And I know that if there's one man that I'll never get tired of, it's him.
We aren't committed now. We thought that it'd be fine if we just date, go out, act like real lovers without commitments. Because if a commitment is done, one of us will be will have to take sacrifices. Worse, we both have to sacrifice. So, it's really great that we're still having great time in each other's company while having the time to mind ourselves own life.
And right now, I'm looking for somebody who is deserving enough to have a commitment with.
-xoxo-
Chuck
[names edited by Admin to protect identities of mentioned persons]