Post by acceptancegirl on Sept 25, 2014 21:51:11 GMT
Let me tell you a bit by myself. I have always been a tomboyish girl since as young as I can remember I used to always play with boys i.e. Tag, dodgeball, football etc. i am still a tomboy but hang out with girls and talk and stuff but always feel out of place since they always talk about guys. One of the girls in my group accepts me and thinks it is cute but the other one wqnts to make me straight, saying its not good. I was shoxked by it and felt very offended but just went along with it. Okay basically my parents know I am a lesbian but they think I am going through a "phase" which I personally think it 100% not true since I started having innocent thoughts since I was 6 so for e.g. A teacher helping me when I fell down and alwqys there for me it was always a female regardless. Obviously I never shared these innocent fantasies with anyone but I have never had a crush on anyone only started having crushes since year 10 and they where alwqys girls I first identified myself as bisexual because I knew for a fact I am attracted to girls I tried to like guys emotionally and sexually but it doesn't work no matter how hard I try to fancy a guy, it has always been girls. So it got to year 11 and now i identify myself as a lesbian since I only have big crushes on girls and it can last anywhere between a month to months even years. I fancied a female teacher for 2 years and finally got over her. Note I have never had a boyfriend nor a girlfriend. But personally I desire emotionally more than anything is to be with a girl and potentially start a family with a girl (sex is out of the equation here). I won't have sex before marriage I stand by that belief. I feel really lonely and i feel like I am the only one since I know no lesbians whatsoever who are even indian! In the UK. How so I tell my parents it is not a phase? How can I open up more without directly telling people I am a lesbian?